Anberlin - The Promise

If you need a friend,
don't look to a stranger,
You know in the end,
I'll always be there.

And when you're in doubt,
and when you're in danger,
Take a look all around,
and I'll be there.

I'm sorry, but I'm just thinking of the right words to say. (I promise)
I know they don't sound the way I planned them to be. (I promise)
But if you'll wait around a while, I'll make you fall for me,
I promise, I promise you I will.

When your day is through,
and so is your temper,
You know what to do,
I'm gonna always be there.

Sometimes if I shout,
it's not what's intended.
These words just come out,
with no gripe to bear.

I'm sorry, but I'm just thinking of the right words to say. (I promise)
I know they don't sound the way I planned them to be. (I promise)
But if you'll wait around a while, I'll make you fall for me,
I promise, I promise you...

I'm sorry, but I'm just thinking of the right words to say. (I promise)
I know they don't sound the way I planned them to be. (I promise)
And if I had to walk the world, I'd make you fall for me,
I promise, I promise you I will.

I gotta tell ya, I need to tell ya, I gotta tell ya, I gotta tell yaaaa ...

I'm sorry, but I'm just thinking of the right words to say. (I promise)
I know they don't sound the way I planned them to be. (I promise)
But if you'll wait around a while, I'll make you fall for me,
I promise, I promise you...

I'm sorry, but I'm just thinking of the right words to say. (I promise)
I know they don't sound the way I planned them to be. (I promise)
And if I had to walk the world, I'd make you fall for me,
I promise, I promise you I will ...
I will...
I will...
I will

INXS - Not Enough Time

And I was lost for words in your arms
Attempting to make sense of my aching heart
If I could just be everything and everyone to you
This life would be just so easy

Not enough time for all that I want for you
Not enough time for every kiss
And every touch and all the nights
I wanna be inside you

We will make time stop
For the two of us
Make time stop
And listen for our sighs

Not enough time for all that I want for you
Not enough time for every kiss
And every touch and all the nights
I wanna be inside you

Make time stop
Make time stop

In our fight against the end
Making love, we are immortal
We are the last two left on earth
And I was lost for words in your arms
Attempting to make sense of my aching heart
If I could just be everything and everyone to you

Not enough time for all that I want for you
Not enough time for every kiss
Not enough time for all my love
Not enough time for every touch

Make time stop
Make time stop

Not enough time for all that I want for you
Not enough time for every kiss
And every touch and all the nights
I wanna be inside you

We will make time stop
For the two of us
We will make time stop
We will make time stop
For the two of us
We will make time stop

Rant

I have problems to describe the situation I've been going through as of late. It feels like... I don't really know what's going on! It doesn't even matter you think you're right but time stays still. Ever had that awful feeling like everything is falling apart and you cannot do squat to prevent it? No?! Well, you guys are lucky then!

It's kinda confusing. I feel deranged, in need of a hand to lead me through these dark path. Unfortunately I'm lacking or missing one bridge to cross that endless abyss of my depression. I wish I could find it soon, real quick because either I start climbing back to the top or I get used to this hell on earth. Looking at the bright side there's only one way after you hit rock bottom and that is up. This is a long fucking hard road!

What is the only thing that will remain forever? Well, quoting Aldous Huxley "A belief in hell and the knowledge that every ambition is doomed to frustration at the hands of a skeleton have never prevented the majority of human beings from behaving as though death were no more than an unfounded rumor". I've been pushed into this mental exile but I'm willing to overcome the situation. It's a matter of attitude (I want to believe) Now I need to pack my joys, wishes and visions to take a leap of faith and begin to believe again in myself. I just have to rest a bit, wait for another day to maintain my spirits high and keep trying in my sisyphical quest.